Not fitting in because I stand out

Over the years I always felt like for some reason I was always the odd ball, no matter how much I tried "to fit in" I never seemed to perfectly fit whether it was friendships, family, intimate relations or just in general. People would hate me for no exact reason or just not fully accept me. I'm a pleasant person... at least I believe so. I treat others the way I want to be treated, I accept people for EXACTLY who they are and I set that bar high! My younger years like middle-high school was a challenge being accepted for who I am. I was always bullied or judged for just being me, people said the "real me" was fake or "I think I'm all that"... but this who I am. This caused me to dim my own light just so I could be accepted. If you ask me I would say THATS BEING FAKE. I had to go through trials with friends, family, and intimate relations to learn to accept THE REAL ME, THE ME GOD CREATED. I developed nasty attitudes, a stank personality, and let me not forget being stuck up. And guess what the the people accepted me. But I wasn't happy not only was I not happy I didn't accept MYSELF! It wasn't till after having my daughter I learned to accept the real me. I had to mold a little human being, how can I teach her to accept herself if I cant even practice what I preach. I began not only shower myself but others with love, I realized there's nothing wrong with being a wise, loving, compassionate woman this is how God created me. My relationship with God was a challenge when I dimmed my own light BUT let me tell you how God works. When your the "Chosen one" that relationship is INEVITABLE because its your destiny! Our bond wasn't strong because I wasn't awake (that's another conversation though). He still sent messages I just couldn't hear them. After becoming awake I have realized it wasn't me that people hated or didn't understand it was their selves. They couldn't understand how or why I got through trials and tribulations but the walk I went through I guarantee not many could walk it. Connecting and surrendering to God was the best thing I have ever done on top of being a mother. I am happy, I am loving, I am wise, I am intuitive, I am light. God told me the only person I need to worry about accepting me is ME. So with that being said if your not feeling accepted, feeling hate towards you, or constantly dodging judgements... TELL THEM FUCK THEIR SELVES AND RISE ABOVE ALL!