Shout-out to Ms. Lisa Ramos for inspiring me to finally talk about this. I jotted this title down in my notes but never took action on it until literally today. When I use to look back at myself it really made me cringe. The way I carried myself, the way I allowed others to treat me. I didn't know what real love was so I allowed literally anything even a crumb of the bare minimum was enough for me.

People think spirituality is all "love and light" but fail to realize you must go through a lot of work by yourself. There's a phase you MUST face, a phase that many try to avoid called "Shadow Work".

Over the years I always felt like for some reason I was always the odd ball, no matter how much I tried "to fit in" I never seemed to perfectly fit whether it was friendships, family, intimate relations or just in general. People would hate me for no exact reason or just not fully accept me.